The day after

Survivor's Log: Wednesday May 25 2011, 0800


The first day following the event, I look out there and see all the damage the storms have done and I am horrified. The most noticeable thing is how green everything is, it's unnatural for Texas to be green, everyone knows that it's brown this time of year; just another memory of the damage done by this apocalyptic event.


The heat is having its effect on the survivors. The A/C cut out, likely do to extensive damage;our A/C tech seems to be fairly incompetent in getting it running. It's been weeks since I've felt cold air, and now we are facing the hottest days just ahead.


I think it is fair to mention that our current hiding location has held up nicely during the event, but reports are coming in from all over the nation that other places were not so lucky, I sit back to myself and ponder this while we plan on how to move forward; how anyone can move forward.


The tornadoes have skipped our lands, but the straight winds of last night blew through our home and kicked up rain inside. We were fortunate to get the doors closed before the house was flooded. 


No word on Kinderline, my Girlfriend up north. I haven't heard from her in days, and I am starting to lose hope that I will, but I must push forward anyway, and make my best efforts to struggle through these hard times.


Most of the stores have survived the event, which means supplies might be getting scarce over the next few days. People surely will be rushing for supplies as soon as they hit the shelf, the raving paranoids who think that the world is gonna end; if they could just look around they would realize it just did.


The survivors holed up here have constructed a small garden though i look at it and I'm pretty sure it won't supply us with a decent amount of food. 
I must go, I have a dog to take care of, and we all must construct a plan, a plan to rebuild, a plan to move forward after this terrible event.


This is the first log by Adam Brewer following the great storm of May 24th 2011.


ok yeah this was overly dramatic, and while there was a big storm last night, I would nowhere near call it appocolyptic. just so you all are informed, yes a good deal of this is just made up, but there are some truthful elements, the Grass is unusually green for this time of year, Our A/C did cut out, and we do have a small garden, the also was a large storm last night that yes did kick up water into our home, but that was because we had left the doors open to vent. the storm blew up really fast and we wound up closing things before too much damage was done.


Also true that I have not heard From Kindy in like 5 days. I miss her a good deal, and she is going through a rough time to say the least, if you all could be praying for her I would greatly appreciate it.


I believe that is all for now, I'll try to be posting more often, I will keep doing these Music Mondays, and I am working on a secret project right now that might bring back some interest in this blog.

The first Music Monday

Yes, The absence of Kindy makes this a sad time to start a new blog event, but from now on every Monday i shall do a new song.



Link

1 YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHMYGOODINESS!!!!! :D :D :D

Guess what!? Guess what!? Guess what!?

It has been one year since my totally awesome boyfriend tricked me into telling him how I felt. **grins** But you know what? That was the best trick in all my life I have ever fallen into. I'd give you statistics and odds about the chances of us meeting each other like we did (on a mutual friends blog o.o). I'll let m'Goof give you those.

<3 <3 I LOVE YOU ADAM BREWER <3 <3

Yeah I know, I sound like a hyper goofy girl in love. But, guess what? I am. **grins** If you have any worries that I'm just in happy pappy la la land about being in love and what not, just read my post below m'Goof's mother's day one. I know love and being in love is tough thing. Heck, we had a tough week leading up to this. But guess what? We survived. And we're both stronger, more knowledgeable, and better equipped because of it. :)

So, let me be giddy, I think I deserve that much :P

And yes, I know probably none of you are doing any sort of arguing with me right now, but, I'm insane, ok? **giggles** Hopefully everybody knows that already... o.o (; foh shame if ya don't.

Anyways, I must say. This past year has been the most amazing year of my life. It's been a roller coaster of emotions and happenings. God gave me a gift last year, on May 14th 2010 late at night. And I cherish it with my life. More like, I cherish him with my life. I praise God everyday for Adam. Through hard times, and through good times. I don't know who I would be today if God hadn't had me blow his ears out ;) Or if God hadn't had him break down my walls (I still don't remember letting him have the sledge hammer though :P).

Adam is, my Beloved Noble Defender. And he'll be taken, forever, so, neener neener :D (I am so mature :P you can blame him ;) **giggles**)

So, I say ttfn to you, tah tah for now!

Kindy out~

Mothers day

Well it's mothers day, looks like a lot of other days. hmmm, well happy mothers days, and don't except any wooden puppies from strangers you don't know.
I guess I'm supposed to post pictures of flowers, but I'm not very good at that, so I picked a few other mothers day type pics for the blog post

hmm this still doesn't seem like mothers day....

I Know!



perfect.

Forever

Wow, it has been like forever since I have made a blog post. I bet you all were beginning to believe that i had disappeared on you, weren't yah? Well, have no fear, Kindy is here! ;)

<----(see the pretty picture??? I made that on picnik.com :D)

Well, aside from being my normal abnormal self. I'm doing great! I'm in a relationship with the most awesomest man on earth. He's funny, caring, nutty, tells lame jokes, is a computer geek (which is great for a technical don't person like me). He comforts me when I'm down. He doesn't coddle me, but gives it to me straight from both sides. Oh yeah, I know what you're thinking, I'm painting him as the 'perfect' guy. Well, he's not, that's one thing I know. Neither am I. No one is.

Just cause I say all these nice things about him (did I forget to mention he's both handsome and adorable??? check out the banner at the top of the blog!) doesn't mean he never gets on me nerves or anything like that. Cause, trust me, he DOES. There are times when I out and out want to strangle him, or whack him back side of his head for some thing. But then again, who am I to talk? I bet there are plenty of times when he wants to do the same too me :P lolz

But hey, isn't that what love is? You keep going, you keep caring, no matter what? When that person does everything perfect for you, you love them. When they do everything wrong and you want to shove them off a cliff. You love them.

However, you don't get off easy here. You don't continue to love them just by saying "I love you". Nu-uh, it's not that easy. You love them by doing that job they couldn't get, and DON'T shove it in their faces. If you're going to do it for them, do it and swallow whatever it is that would cause you to be a smart aleck about it. Unless you think it's worth it being a jerk and causing wounds that need never exist?

Love is there, even when it might not be wanted. Love is there when you're up, and when you're down. Love is there when you don't want to do that stupid little thing that would make the person you love really happy for a reason you don't understand.

Love isn't all peachy, fuzzy, warm. Love is easy and love is tough. Love is going to give you joy beyond belief, and it's gonna tear you to pieces in a way you never thought. When you love you can't keep the walls up anymore. For love to be, you gotta give all and show all. The ugly and the beautiful. The wanted and the unwanted.

Love is doing something when you don't have a chance of ever getting something back from it. Love is doing something not because you want to, not because you have to, and not because you should. Love is doing something because you 'will'. Because you're willing to fight for it. You're willing to give all for it. No should, would, could, shall, or can. It's about will. Will, you do it? Are you WILLing to fight?

And now, that is all I have to say for that right now, and I don't even know where the all came from. How do I do that? Oh, and a note to keep in mind, this is all from my mind and is all my opinions and thoughts. I have no philosophical degree to back me up. All I got is my heart and one thing that's been shown to me. Jesus dying on the cross for our wretchedly pathetic lives that should be forever damned to the pits of hell. He LOVED us enough to come to earth (willingly) and die for us. He didn't do it because he had to. Not because he could. Most definitely not because he should've.

The only part I'm a bit befuddled on is, did he do it just because he wanted to? I'm not quite so sure about that. If he REALLY wanted to die, why would he pray for the cup of pain and suffering to pass from him? You know what I think, I think he did it because he loved us and was freely willing to do his father's will. And because he was willing to save our pathetic hides, even the whole while we mocked and turned away from him. He loved and loves us. He was willing to die. And he never in all eternity had to. God could've easily remade us all and just wiped the earth clean. But, he was willing to send his son, and his son was willing to come and die. Praise God for all the chances we get to love to one another and show love to him. It will never be the same as what he did. But we're getting the feeling of it, even when it causes us to cry or want to run away. Forever God loves, should not we follow suit?

(disclaimer: this has nothing to do with any present state of my emotions, I was merely rambling on and on about this because it felt like I might've been on to something, if you think so in any way, please, do give me your comments and critique of of my thoughts)

God bless~

Kindy out ;)