Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Shroooooom ^-^

Mwahaha! Look! I actually did something sorta in accordance with the title! Bet you didn't think I would do that, huh? =^_^=

I like mushrooms, and then I like playing with pictures. I ain't no photographer, but I don't mind, that's not my calling anyways. I love to write but have been sadly lacking in it, and no body read my zombie buzz post! **cries** it was so epic and wonderful...jk! ;) I like it and how I wrote it, it sorta creeps me out though, but that's only the first part and the creepiness could probably be over looked because of grammar errors or something like that. I know! I shall now force you all to read it! (jk, if you don't want to read it you don't have to even if it is going to be on this blog post, it's quite easy to just skip over things, yah know?)

A little note, my main protaganist is a guy named Dane, only he doesn't seem like a guy at first, because he's stuck in the body of a little boy. Now you might think that I'm throwing fantasy into this, but I'm not, he has a special condition known as Hypopituitarism. One of the things that this physical disorder causes, is lack of physical growth. Meaning some one could be like 30 something years old and still look like a child if they had this.

If you're wondering for more reference, there's this horror movie. (I've never seen it and don't want to see it and I do not recomend it) But the movie is called Orphan, and the main creepy part of the movie is this 11 year old girl named Esther, who in the end is found out to not be 11 at all but actually a woman of 33. But, she has hypopituitarism, which has stunted her physical growth, making it seem as if she is forever a child. Anywho, enough about the creepy movie. I only mentioned it to point out that I was not just randomly grabbing bits of fantasy.

Google the word if you want too, it's a 100% real thing. Some cases are more severe and saddening. Like, I found this youtube vid of a 28 year old who had this disorder but still looked like she was about I think 11 months old? Now that was sad and I'm not trying to twist or make fun of or further horrify people with this condition. But, this is my story and my main protagonist has this syndrome, and looks like a 9 year old boy. And that is all. (please read and tell me what you think!!!! o.o) Please?


(it's only a temporary title and the reason it's linked is because I got the name idea from a song by Skillet, it's actually a good song and not really depressing like my story sorta is, it's cool and I feel epic, the song that is. ^-^)

Dane looked down with empty soulless eyes. His target had been destroyed, and it hadn't been his doing. He slanted his eyes in disgust at the desecrated pile of what had once been something....no, not something, it had once been someone, then it had turned into something. Now? Now it was barely fit to be considered existing.

Dane sighed, only out of tiredness though. He was always tired, so tired. But, what was he to do? It didn't matter. He had to fix this mess he was in. He hadn’t been able to stop this depraved thing from happening, so now he had to stop it from continuing. He turned and walked away from the pile of unknown ashes or whatever had happened to the thing.

He was tired, his small body ached, and his mind screamed for rest. But it didn't matter what he wanted, it stopped mattering a long time ago. He looked at his small hand; it was no more than a child's. He clenched the small hand into a fist and walked on, ignoring the broken glass that lay on the path, that had once been able to be called a street. He didn't want to look at his reflection; it wasn't like anything ever changed anyways. It was always the same; a small body, belonging to that of a child, and eyes still seemingly large and wide, as if innocence could still exist within them. But it was all a lie. His body never changed, and it never would. Until the day he died, he would be stuck in this form. He had forgotten long ago what it was called, the reason why his body did not grow or become more. He had lived almost long enough to have a grandchild. But still the wide slate grey eyes haunted him, with the dirt and grime darkened locks falling in ragged clumps about his for head and ears, framing his young nine year old face. The only thing that showed his true form was the age in his eyes...

His body went rigid as his hyper sensitive instincts suddenly kicked in. He dropped to the ground and rolled to the right. Half way back to a standing position, he whipped out a pistol from a hidden holster and shot off a rapid round of fire. He didn't stop to look and see if his target had been taken down. Just as fast as he had taken out his gun he whipped out a blade, it shone with a cold light and sliced as if it had been fresh off the whetting stone.

In the time it takes you to blink twice, Dane had sliced and destroyed his assailant. Blood, half blackened, had splattered on his face and now was dripping off of his blade hand. An indescribable corpse lay at his feet. If one were to examine it close enough, one would find that it had once been what would be called human. But L.I.F.E had gotten to it. Lester's. Inphobic. Frantic. Eccles.
Mindless living dead that was in no way predictable like the zombies of kids fighter games or off of horror movies. It didn’t all just want to eat brains or mindless killing. Anything and everything that they did was erratic, and it always ended up in death. Either of an innocent or another LIFE mind.

Dane stiffened, but it was too late, the next thing he knew he felt a tear in the flesh of his shoulder and he was flying across the room. His head hit the wall with a crack. He felt a sudden warm trickle start crawling across his scalp, and heard the roaring sound of his blood rushing in his ears. He sat up and blinked his eyes rapidly, willing them to refocus on his unknown assailant. His heart was beating wildly and his body wasn't responding fast enough for his liking. So, without hesitation, he brought up a second pistol, squeezed his eyes shut, prayed for a lucky shot and.....pulled the trigger.

“What was that?” Kelsey shared a frightened and confused look with her partner. A shot had just been fired, and she didn’t know where it had come from. Last thing she knew, this part of the city had been completely devoid of proper human life. All the ones who had not contracted the disease had been safely evacuated to sanitary safe houses across the nation.

Kelsey bit her lip and fought back tears at the thought of how far this calamity had spread. Just two weeks ago it had been isolated to just a small handful of states, but it hadn’t taken long for the weird LIFE strain to get loose and set the whole country in pieces. Millions had died, and millions were still roving the abandoned places, infected. Sadly, it was only proper to say that thousands were the surviving numbers.

But back to the mystery at present, the gun shot. Where had it come from? And who could have set it off? Kelsey shared another look with her partner, Cale. He had large hazel eyes and a shaggy mop of reddish brown hair crowning his head. He was only in his mid-twenties, but the half haunted look in his eyes made him seem much older. He shrugged his shoulders slowly, as if in response to her unspoken question. Should they check it out or continue on their way? For all the new it was some not completely lost LIFE mind trying to kill itself, or someone else. But, then again, it could be a person in trouble.

Going against the instinct to save herself, Kelsey decided to head in the direction of the shot. She wouldn’t be able to live with herself if she just walked (drove) away and she could’ve helped. Carefully maneuvering her Yaris on the debris filled streets, she made her way to approximately half a block from the direction she had heard the shot come from.

“You sure you’re ok with this?” She asked, turning once more to Cale. He nodded silently and got out of the car, reaching behind the seat and grabbing his sword before closing the door. Kelsey took a breath to steady herself, grabbed her 30mm, and followed Cale’s lead. Moving cautiously, they made their way forward, an old, decrepit looking building looming up in front of them. It had once been what looked like a butcher’s shop? Kelsey wasn’t sure, all she knew was that there was what looked like a few bullet holes in the front glass of the shop. Sure, it was a wild shot, but she had to check there first.

Cale and her moved as one, both ready to protect each other’s fronts and backs. Senses on fire, they jumped through the open door way of the shop, and froze. Kelsey had to stifle a scream of shock, the only sound from Cale though, was a sharp intake of breath.

There, against the far wall, slumped on the floor, was a child, with a LIFE mind slumped across his legs. Without thinking, Kelsey ran to his side, with Cale hard on her heels.

“Leave him,” Kelsey looked up sharply at Cale who was eye the LIFE corpses warily.

“How can you just stand there and say that? He’s a child!” she glared at him and proceeded to check the little boy’s life signs.

“What do you mean, how can I say that? For all we know he could be infected now. Frankly, the best thing to do for the child would be to shoot him where he lays, so he won’t have to go through the horror of becoming a LIFE mind.” Cale ended on a silent note, knowing that it didn’t matter what he said. Kelsey wouldn’t leave the child there, and was likely to shoot him before she let Cale point a gun at the boy.

Cale sighed, “At least give me your gun, blasted woman, you won’t be able to use it, carrying him.”

Kelsey smiled thankfully at him. Once she had ascertained that the child was alive and nothing serious had happened to him, she handed Cale her gun and lifted the boy. He was a weight, but she had dealt with worse.

Cautiously they made their way out of the shop, their senses even more on the alert now. Who knew what would attract a LIFE mind. Once at her car, Kelsey jumped in the front passenger seat with the boy still in her arms and Cale took the wheel. Once seated and strapped, Cale started the ignition and got out of that place as fast as he could without totaling the car.

Once on the out skirts of the town they were able to breathe just a little bit easier. Kelsey looked down at the child in her arms and felt her heart ache. He looked so young and had nasty claw like gashes in his left shoulder. What on earth had he been doing in that god forsaken place? Maybe he had been looking for something. A parent, or sibling? Perhaps any sign of something he once knew. He could’ve been wandering aimlessly in search of who knew what. Luckily for him that he had been able to shoot that gun…The gun! Kelsey mentally kicked herself, how could she have been so stupid as to leave it behind? She and Cale could use all the weaponry they could lay their hands on.

“We almost there?” she asked, looking over at Cale who had been very silent since they had gotten the boy.

“Almost,” was his quiet and closed response. Kelsey winced, she knew not to probe any farther, and she could understand his lack of sentiment. For all she knew she’d have to shoot this child the instant he woke up. It was probably futile, but she couldn’t help but always hope for something good. It’s all she could do to keep her sanity and not just decide to kill herself after all that had happened to this hell wrecked place. Glancing in the rearview mirror, she felt a shudder creep up her spine. Dallas…they had been in the deepest outskirts of that once great and amazing city. Everyone knew about Dallas, and the Dallas Fort Worth metro-plex. Now…now it was a desecrated ruin, over run by filth, animals, and an unknown amount of LIFE minds.

Closing her eyes tightly and hugging the child to her, she tried to suppress the memories from coming back to her. Everything had been so horrible, all the screaming and bloodshed. The children crying and the mother’s screaming in horror. Everyone, everyone and everything. It was…it was so-...

“We’re putting him in a room the instant we get back, got that?” Cale’s quiet voice broke into the swirling ride of terror her mind had been taking her on. She glanced over at him and noticed that he wasn’t as tense anymore and that he had stopped clenching his jaw. She leaned slightly forward and held the child fiercely, hoping, always hoping. Her only response to Cale was a muffled grunt. This child would be ok, he had to be…

Dane came slowly awake. The last thing he remembered was the LIFE mind coming at him and that all he had been able to do was let off a wild shot. Had he hit it?

Consciousness came slowly back to him and with it was confusion. The last place he had been was a dilapidated old butcher’s shop. But as he looked up at the off white ceiling and smelled the (clean?) air. He knew he was not where his memory had left him.

Before doing anything, he slowly flexed his muscles, seeing if there was resistance, when there wasn’t he proceeded to sit himself up slowly. He winced slightly as the bandages shifted on his wound.

Wait..bandages? Looking at his shoulder he felt his eyes widen. Yes, bandages, his arm was bandaged. But, how? Had there been someone else in that pit of hades he had been wandering in? It was then that he noticed his clothes was different. The grey slacks and dirty coal black polo he had been wearing were replaced with clean, slightly worn blue jeans, and a soft cotton button down shirt, which had been left open.

Looking around the space he was in, he noticed it was a small room, a mirror was on the far wall from the bed and there was only a door as a way out. He instantly recognized it to be a rough made holding room. The kind used to test to see if someone had contracted the LIFE strain.

“Hey there you! I see you woke up finally, sleepy head,” Dane’s head snapped around in the direction of the mirror. His eyes widening slightly at the sound of the cheerful woman’s voice.

“Wow, aren’t we a smart one.” The cheery voice continued, “realized where you were instantly, huh?” with the last statement, a light was turned on in the room behind the mirror, and Dane was met with an unexpected and pleasant sight.

A young woman sat on the other side of the glass. Her rich, ebony black hair was cropped just below her ears, and framed her strong, heart shaped face. She had large, almost turquoise colored, eyes, with a small nose nestled gently between them. Her smile was warm and welcoming, and all in all, her whole presence was a shock to Dane.

Someone like that could still exist within the world of carnage he had been living in? He found himself just sitting on the bed, staring at her, at a complete loss for words.

After a few moments of silence, her smile turned a little nervous, and thus she decided to speak again; which only brought more surprise to Dane’s senses. The woman’s voice had a slight drawl to it, with a chipper twist thrown in.

“Sorry you have to be in there by yourself, but it’s only as a safety precaution, we have to make sure you’re alright before we let you out, ok sweetie?

We? She had said we, could that mean she had more people with her, or was she only using the word relatively?

Throwing out any thought of etiquette or manners, Dane spoke straight to the point.

“Do you mean ‘we’ as in there are more than just you watching me? Or perhaps you are only using it relatively? Please, do tell me. Am I dreaming or have I died and once again failed?”

At the sound of his voice, the lady had stiffened slightly, but he saw the strange emotion of relief flit across her face.

“well, you can talk, but what an interesting way for one your age to speak. My, you must’ve been the brightest in your class.”

Dane had to fight to keep from bursting out laughing. He knew if he did that she would only switch back to thinking that he had been infected with the LIFE strain. If only she knew his real affliction with life…


Welp, this is all I have for now. I hope you found it at least writer worthy? Even if it might've freaked you out. Please tell me what you think if you did read it!!!! Please?


God bless and I love you all!

Kindy out~

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Clementines?

Don't ask me what the title means. I long ago stopped caring on whether or not my titles will have ANYthing to do with the post. Does it really matter? Aren't the post titles just to get you drawn in to read the post? So, does not the word 'clementines' draw you in? It would me, just for the sheer fact of it's out of place randomness. (no, I don't know of a time when randomness had a place o.O)

I'm just writing thins because I want too! O>O Actually, because I haven't done a blog post in forever and I sorta miss it. I like knowing that some people actually take a little bit of time out of the insanity of their lives to read silly nonsense that comes out of my mind. It gives me proof that I really do exist and human life isn't another whim of my fantasies.

I don't really know what to post. An update you say? Well, I had a post for that, which I have tried to write 3 times already, and still don't have it written. **shrugs** oh well, I'll get it done eventually!
Won't I? **grins**

Uh...well I guess I could give you a sorta up date...
I FINALLY GOT TO MEET ADAM FACE TO FACE IN REAL LIFE!!!!! O.O *clears throat* ahem, as I was saying. Earlier this month Adam and I were finally able to meet each other in real life. He came to where I was at here in TN at this moment, and we spent 2 1/2 awesome days together! The most walks I've taken within a 2 1/2 day period of my life. We got to watch a few movies, some tv shows on netflix, and even went on a totally perfect and awesome date! Even if it was Taco Bell. But hey! Do I look like I care where it was at? I wouldn't have cared if we were eating at a Bozo's! (I fear I shall be the only person here who knows what a Bozo's is >.<) The point was, I was on a date, and it was with the most perfect guy in the world. It was cute and simple, just like us.
We talked, ate, and got to act like dorks and just be goofy. Which made it sweet, and romantic, in it's own way. We rented a couple movies and then headed back home.

**plays dramatic music** Then, on our way , I was surprised by something I was supposedly not supposed to be surprised at but was any ways. o.O

ADAM PROPOSED TO ME!!!!!!!! <3 :D <3 :D <3 :D <3 (I think I shall go into a freak fit again) :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ok, I didn't go utterly crazy girl on him when he proposed, I was quieter than even I expected of myself, but then again, I was just too happy for words. plus! It's not a traditional engagement present. You know how you're used to a ring, right??? Well, it's not a ring, it's a beautiful white gold necklace with a heart cut blue topaz gem as the centerpoint, and a small diamond above it. It's beautiful elegant and simple and I love it.
We don't plan on getting married for at LEAST a year. Which is nice. It gives us more time to feel and understand being engaged and to prepare for being married. Like both having jobs and saving up money! I should have a job soon! (pray for me!) So I'll be able to do the saving up part too. :P Also! I will hopefully be able to see Adam and his family soon. I just need to get a very simple yet also complicated matter on my side of things fixed. Which I AM going to do.

**takes a deep breath and lets it out** well, I shall bid you all (goodnight for me and good day for you) good bye, and until next time! I'll leave you with this music, by Falling Up, it's called "Third Lake" all instrumental.


God bless you all!

Kindy out~

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

A post for a friend

This is just a post of the latest relient K songs for a friend.

Baby (Justin Beiber)


Girls just want to have fun (Cyndi Lauper)


Surf Wax America (Weezer)


Here Comes my Girl (Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers)


Crazy (Gnarls Barkley)


Doctor Worm (They might be Giants)


Everybody wants to rule the world (Tears for Fears) This is seriously the best one off the album.



WHile on the subject of COvers, I will post the two older covers by relient K.

Manic Monday (The Bangles)


Between you and Me (Dc Talk)





Sunday, July 3, 2011

Prayer request

Earlier today Katie sliced open her toe while opening a door at Sears. She's in a lot of pain and has had to have 12 stitches. She will probably have her toe in stitches for a week. although at first it was thought that she had slice into the muscle and maybe into the bone, it turned out to thankfully be just her skin cut through, but it's still severe and she had a good deal of blood loss and won't be able to walk much for a week.

Please be praying for her and pray that she does not have any further troubles such as infections.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The day after

Survivor's Log: Wednesday May 25 2011, 0800


The first day following the event, I look out there and see all the damage the storms have done and I am horrified. The most noticeable thing is how green everything is, it's unnatural for Texas to be green, everyone knows that it's brown this time of year; just another memory of the damage done by this apocalyptic event.


The heat is having its effect on the survivors. The A/C cut out, likely do to extensive damage;our A/C tech seems to be fairly incompetent in getting it running. It's been weeks since I've felt cold air, and now we are facing the hottest days just ahead.


I think it is fair to mention that our current hiding location has held up nicely during the event, but reports are coming in from all over the nation that other places were not so lucky, I sit back to myself and ponder this while we plan on how to move forward; how anyone can move forward.


The tornadoes have skipped our lands, but the straight winds of last night blew through our home and kicked up rain inside. We were fortunate to get the doors closed before the house was flooded. 


No word on Kinderline, my Girlfriend up north. I haven't heard from her in days, and I am starting to lose hope that I will, but I must push forward anyway, and make my best efforts to struggle through these hard times.


Most of the stores have survived the event, which means supplies might be getting scarce over the next few days. People surely will be rushing for supplies as soon as they hit the shelf, the raving paranoids who think that the world is gonna end; if they could just look around they would realize it just did.


The survivors holed up here have constructed a small garden though i look at it and I'm pretty sure it won't supply us with a decent amount of food. 
I must go, I have a dog to take care of, and we all must construct a plan, a plan to rebuild, a plan to move forward after this terrible event.


This is the first log by Adam Brewer following the great storm of May 24th 2011.


ok yeah this was overly dramatic, and while there was a big storm last night, I would nowhere near call it appocolyptic. just so you all are informed, yes a good deal of this is just made up, but there are some truthful elements, the Grass is unusually green for this time of year, Our A/C did cut out, and we do have a small garden, the also was a large storm last night that yes did kick up water into our home, but that was because we had left the doors open to vent. the storm blew up really fast and we wound up closing things before too much damage was done.


Also true that I have not heard From Kindy in like 5 days. I miss her a good deal, and she is going through a rough time to say the least, if you all could be praying for her I would greatly appreciate it.


I believe that is all for now, I'll try to be posting more often, I will keep doing these Music Mondays, and I am working on a secret project right now that might bring back some interest in this blog.